I love you xxx

 

                           
Harlei,
Your with me every morning, right through till the night
You are my beautiful angel, my beam of light.
Your in my thoughts, my heart, your the dreams in my head
From first thing in the morning, untill I go to bed. 

All my love,
mummy
x



                     
         A poem from Daddy:
   
   Dear Harlei Princess, 
I had so many plans for me and you,
So many things for us to do.
But God thought different it was not to be,
He gave you wings and set you free.
This broke my heart, God can't you see?
This little angel belongs to me.
I remember seeing you on the first scan,
I can promise you that day i was the happyest man.
As time went on and you started to grow,
Mummy's belly started to show.
I told her it never, and said she was so slim,
This made her happy and even grin.
Then you grew to a fur size,
Everyone new you were hideing inside,
So my sweet princess i say furwell but not goodbye
we'll meet again one day in the heaven sky.
              
               XXXLOVE DADDY XXX

           
Thank you for taking the time to read about my daughter. Please light a candle for her, so we know u were here. 


I would just like to say thankyou for all of the tributes and condolences left.
It really does help reading them and knowing that people care.
Having this website helps me to keep my daughters memory alive
and that means so much to me, I want everybody to know about her.


FOR HARLEI'S MUMMY / CHERYL CANNON (NANNY)
ASK MY MUMMY HOW SHE IS

MY MUMMY TELLS A LOT OF LIES
SHE NEVER DID BEFORE
BUT FROM NOW ON
UNTILL SHE DIES
SHE’LL TELL A WHOLE LOT MORE

ASK MY MUMMY HOW SHE IS
AND COZ SHE CAN’T EXPLAIN
SHE WILL TELL A LITTLE LIE
COZ SHE CAN’T DESCRIBE THE PAIN

ASK MY MUMMY HOW SHE IS
AND SHE’LL SAY “IM ALRIGHT”
IF THAT’S THE TRUTH THEN TELL ME
WHY DOES SHE CRY EACH NIGHT?

ASK MY MUMMY HOW SHE IS
SHE SEEMS TO COPE SO WELL
SHE DIDN’T HAVE A CHOICE YOU SEE
OR THE STRENGTH TO YELL

ASK MY MUMMY HOW SHE IS
“IM FINE, IM WELL, IM COPING”
OH TELL THEM MUMMY
TELL THE TRUTH
AND THAT YOUR HEART IS BREAKING

SHE’LL GRIEVE FOR ME ALL OF HER LIFE
UNTILL THE END OF TIME
BUT ASK HER HOW SHES DOING
SHE’LL LIE AND SAY “IM FINE”

I AM HERE IN HEAVEN
AND CANNOT HUG FROM HERE
SO IF SHE LIES TO YOU DON’T LISTEN
JUST HUG AND HOLD HER NEAR

ONE DAY I KNOW WE’LL MEET AGAIN
SHE’LL SMILE BUT I’LL BE BOLD
I’LL SAY YOU’RE LUCKY TO GET IN HERE MUMMY
WITH ALL THE LIES YOU TOLD.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX 



for harleis daddy / Cheryl Cannon (nanny)
My Dad is a Survivor

My dad is a survivor too
which is no surprise to me.
He's always been like a lighthouse
that helps you cross a stormy sea.

But, I walk with my dad each day
to lift him when he's down.
I wipe the tears he hides from others;
He cries when no one's around.

I watch him sit up late at night
with my picture in his hand.
He cries as he tries to grieve alone,
and wishes he could understand.

My dad is like a tower of strength.
He's the greatest of them all!
But, there are times when he needs to cry...
Please be there when he falls.

Hold his hand or pat his shoulder...
And tell him it's okay.
Be his strength when he's sad,
Help him mourn in his own way.

Now, as I watch over my precious dad
from the Heavens up above...
I'm so proud that he's a survivor...
And, I can still feel his love. 

A poem for Harlei from her Nanny Cheryl:

I cant reach out to comfort you
or hold your tiny hand,
the precious dreams i held for you,
cant be fullfilled the way i planned,
sometimes i say a little prayer,
i hope perhaps i might,
have just one chance to tuck you in,
before i say goodnight,
so much i would have shared with you,
but as we had to part,
theres just an empty silence
and echoes in my broken heart.
love and miss you so much darling
xxxxxxNANNY xxxxx



Sweet dreams Harlei Junior, you are loved so much and will never ever be forgotten. 



Love Mummy
xxx 

 Harlei,
16/01/07
 Harlei, you have a baby sister, congratulations. Dallas Lei Junior Cannon was born on 14/01/07 and weighed just a few pounds lighter than you, and is beautiful just like you.

I know you'll watch over her and keep her safe.
We wish so much you were here to celebrate with us, we miss you more than ever.
All our love to you Princess Harlei,
mummy & daddy
xxx

09/02/07
Hi my precious little angel, i'm missing u like mad. 
We all are, we went up to the baby garden to see you with Jaeden and Dallas yesterday. Jaeden brought his scooter with him to ride down the hill and had a bit of an accident on the way down. He's fine though just had a bit of a bump. He is growing really fast, he asks about you a lot, he really loves you.

Here he is, i took this picture last week, it was freezing outside and he went and put his shorts and t-shirt on to go out, he can be a bit loopy.

Dallas is growing too, and she looks so much like you now. I believe that part of you lives on in her, so when i cuddle her its a bit like i am cuddling you.



When i feel sad, a cuddle from you is the only thing that could make me better, i cuddle you in my dreams every night, i will do every night for the rest of my life.
We're all missing you babe, and we all love you very much,
mummy
xxx

19/11/2008

Hello my darling, me and your daddy are missing you so much, we think about u every single day. Even though are family is gettin bigger and bigger, it will never be complete because we dont have you.

Your new little sister is almost 5 weeks old now. She is still tiny, she is probably about the size u was now. and she looks a lot like you. When she was born her face was so similar to yours i could'nt believe it. Grandad Martin had tears in his eyes when he held her, he said she reminded him of you. 

Me and daddy are going to register her tomorro, i know we have left it a bit late but we bin so busy. 'Ocean Nevaeh Cannon'. Nevaeh is Heaven spelt backwords, where u live.

Are u lookin forward to christmas?, i bet its so magical in heaven. Jaeden is very excited, Dallas is gettin lots of 'in the night garden' things. its her favorite program, the only thing she'l watch. I'm sure you've seen her dancin around while she gets me or daddy to sing it for her!  she is crazy sometimes, so full of energy and so funny.

I love u so much and send u lots of big mummy cuddles xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There's a special star in the sky tonight,
This star is my Harlei she's wrapped up tight.
She's wrapped up with all my love and kisses,
My hopes, my dreams and all of my wishes.
i love u Harlei, mummy xxx
WE
WE WILL THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND NIGHT HARLEI,   
 UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN IN HEAVEN. xxx

  H.J.C